i need muscles. i wanna get fit.
i annoy myself when i look in the mirror, and so instead of being them people who stand there and complain, i will do something about it. i have another incentive too. :)
gym at least 3 times a week, stairmaster thingy at home, swimming hopefully regularly (as far as being a female allows), sports on sunday (which doesnt count, really) and sit-ups and push-ups at home.
damn.
at the end of the 3 months id better see a difference. lol.
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dieting right would help, but trying to be realistic, with all this eating out with friends, i'll just have to work out more. i love food too much.
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my retardedly ridiculous aim: (except mybe less butt :) )
i dont wanna look like a rectangular box in a swimsuit or whatever. i want definition.
pfft.
no willpower.
watching 'the biggest loser' helps sorta. im at my ideal weight, borderline 100 pounds.
watching my sister doesnt help. shes the same height basically, so i should be the same size. she's skinnier, and more muscular. we fit the same sizes, it just doesnt fit as well. :(
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